A great man passed 3 years ago. He was my mentor and best friend, The pain of his passing was one of the heavier things I've ever faced. I never really got to mourn him as I tried to assume the mantle of teacher. We had both run an independent Art stupid/school and it was falling apart all around me. I tried to PICK UP THE PEICES but, found out that I was truly alone in my vision for what the school should become. I had help from a few and it meant so much to me. However, their were many that didn't want me to succeed. Some of the choices I made in that time was out of fear and uncertainty. In the end I was not really respected as a teacher and this disregard lead to me walking away. i had also started two companies during this process, Cypher Circuit and a Clothing company, for tee shirts. Because i was doing so much i couldn't focus on the shirt company and neglect to operations, came in the form of me not meeting my target goals for income, Which led to dwindling supplies, and eventually my DTG clogged. This cost me even more money trying to fix and eventual the cost became to great. when I asked the company to help me, they wanted more money, and i gave up. Then My partner and long time friend In Cypher Circuit, decided that my realness was to much for the companies well being. Since he was the Bank and I was just the idea man. I got fired from my own intellectual property, and now I have nothing to do with Cypher Circuit and company I initialed CC to sign as Coal Cash. After all this I woke from the dream of my life. the illusions I had held, the people I thought were family became strangers. Only then could i begin to deal with the pain of my mentors passing. Id just start crying out of no where. It would just hit me that he was gone, and id weep. Since then, so much has changed in my life, I have changed. So i decided that Id no longer go by the Name Coal Cash. I needed something more destructive, as now i really only have a ruthless rage in me, and a deep seeded loathing for reality and people. I really miss the man who I was, and even more so I miss my Teacher and best Friend. Ive been walking around dazed with no purpose or goals. I don't really know what I'm doing anymore and the worst part I don't care. I really don't give two shits about Hip Hop or Art any more. I used to live for both, but now I'm just num to it all...I find joy in petty things, I left Cypher Circuit 2 years ago when it hit 20 thousand followers on IG, in two years it only gained another 12 hundred followers. I smile when I think about its failure, I love that My partner is failing, he's a snake and that what snakes get..me just saying this will probably make it become successful over night. Thats how my luck works.. My teach always reminded me of how bad my luck was. ....This album is a glimmer into the pit of my soul and the wells of pain that food through me. R.I.P. Jeffery Keith Fisher